Sunday, January 10, 2021
My Personal Experience Changes Everything!
Friday, January 8, 2021
Lord, What Would You Have Me To Do?
Acts 9 records the story of Paul’s conversion.
It’s an amazing story from start to finish.
To think where he was and where he ended… the canyon between the two! It is remarkable!
But here’s something else I see.
As Paul (who was still Saul of Tarsus at this time) was approaching Damascus, to carry out his mission of bringing back the Lord’s followers in chains with the intent to kill them, a light shone down around him (verse 3). He was overcome by the light and as he fell to the ground he heard a voice saying to him, “Saul! Saul! Why are you persecuting Me?” (verse 4)
My NLT records the following conversation:
“‘Who are you Lord?’ Saul asked." (verse 5)
“I am Jesus, the One you are persecuting! Now get up and go into the city, and you will be told what you must do.” (verses 5b-6)
BUT, take a look at how the original text from the KJV records it:
“And he said, ‘Who art thou, Lord?’ And the Lord said, ‘I am Jesus whom thou persecutest: it is hard for thee to kick against the pricks.’” (verse 5)
“And he trembling and astonished said, 'Lord, what wilt Thou have me to do?’ And the Lord said unto him, ‘Arise, and go into the city, and it shall be told thee what thou must do.’” (Verse 6)
It’s a significant difference!
The King James Version adds, “And he trembling and astonished said, ‘Lord what wilt Thou have me to do?”
The New King James says it more in the style of how we would say it today, “Lord, what do You want me to do?”
And as we’ve already embarked upon a new year, I can’t help but think the Lord, in His kindness, had me read this! It is the question I am to be wrestling with, not just at the start of a new year, but at the start of a new month, a new week, every single day!
Lord, what do You want me to do?
Lord how should I respond here?
Lord how should I behave here?
Lord how should I represent You in this moment?
It’s the only question that truly matters… every day of our lives.
Thursday, January 7, 2021
Bring Me The Harpist
Words.
There’s a lot of them these days.
Many harsh.
Some destructive.
And mostly rooted in deep pain.
Words matter.
The greats in scripture understood this well.
David knew it.
Job learned it.
Peter experienced it.
And the prophet Elisha left us an indelible example of it.
Words matter.
The ungodly King of Israel, on the advice of a better man than he, and as almost a last-ditch-effort, comes to the prophet for supernatural help in a time of great need and desperation.
Elisha chooses sharp words to assert his displeasure, “I wouldn’t even bother with you, except for my respect for Jehosophat of Judah.” (2 Kings 3:14)
Words matter.
And you can almost hear a sigh when you read the next words spoken. “Now bring me someone who can play the harp.” (verse 15)
At first glance we may be tempted to believe he simply enjoyed a musical performance.
But it just might be so much more than that.
Having told the King what he thought, he may have suddenly felt the twinge of agitation and distress. And having been one who walked with the Lord, he would’ve understood that in that particular state, the Spirit could find no place to rest. In that condition of irritation and disappointment, the Spirit could not make His home within the prophet.
Words matter.
So in wisdom, Elisha asks for a harpist to minister by way of music.
To calm his soul.
To set his heart right.
To properly condition the atmosphere.
Because there are times when words spoken out of season serve only as deadly poison.
The word “season” means = “fit for a suitable time, an expression of maturity and preparation."
And words out of season… those spoken when the heart is in unrest… when the fire is still burning in the soul… contribute more to the dissension, and less to the peace they’re hoping to achieve.
Words matter.
James reminds us too. That, “among all the parts of the body, the tongue is a flame of fire. It is a whole world of wickedness, corrupting your entire body. You can set your whole life on fire, for it is set on fire by hell itself.” (James 1:6, NLT)
Words matter.
When they see me, do they see Jesus?
When they hear me, do they hear Jesus?
It’s a heart issue.
A soul issue.
Words matter.
So in my confusion and in my despair and in my deep anguish over things that seek to cripple my usefulness and damage my witness for Jesus, I will ask for the Harpist to play so that my soul can be refreshed, and so that my words… that matter… can make a difference for eternity.
Tuesday, January 5, 2021
Tell Me What God Is Doing??
Thursday, December 31, 2020
Sunbeams and a New Year
I was nearly blinded by it last week on my way back to my hometown for the funeral of one of my dearest friends. As mixed emotions overwhelmed me, and as I was just preparing to exit off the turnpike nearing 2 hours into my trip, the sun started to shine brightly.
What had started out as a typical dreary midwestern December day, was shifting to a vibrant bright morning. And I snapped this photo just as I was getting ready to exit the long road that has become quite familiar to me in my recent travels “back home.”
For a few miles I could see a clear separation between where I had been… and where I was going.
The clouds loomed ominous behind me. Dark. Gloomy. Dismal. Hopeless. But just in front of me… on the brink of where I was headed… the blue sky with an amber glow graciously greeted me. Bright. Radiant. Brilliant. Hopeful.
And I said it out loud to myself in the car, “Yes, God, I see it. I see it!”
My response matched my confidence that the Lord, in His kindness, had composed this beautiful symphony just for me.
Because something in me needed to be reminded that what lies behind me is not what needs to occupy my mind. That where I have been is only meant to consume as small of a space as that rearview mirror. Because what’s coming… is far greater than what I’m leaving behind.
And as I stand on the brink of a new year I am reminded of all the year has contained:
- fear
- isolation
- anxiety
- frustration
- loss
- worry
- regret
But I stand to remember that only in light of the sunbeams that dominate:
- joy
- strength
- faithfulness
- love
- grace
- kindness
- victory
And I make a promise to myself and to God.
I will look ahead.
I will keep my eyes laser focused on Him and what He’s doing.
Not only in the world, but in my heart.
And I will count it all joy.
I will count it ALL joy.
Because where I have been is not where I am going.
He’s doing new things in the earth, and I will be a part of “remaining in Him” (John 15), and rejoicing in the confidence that I, like David, “will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.” (Ps 27:13)
I don’t want to miss what’s coming because I’m too fixated on what hasn’t worked, and what didn’t happen, and what could've been.
“For I am about to do something new. See, I have already begun! Do you not see it? I will make a pathway through the wilderness. I will create rivers in the dry wasteland.” (Is 43:19)
And it’s time to stop living like we don’t believe that’s true.
Thank you, 2020.
Welcome, 2021.
You have my attention, God.
I’m walking in with You!
Boldly. Bravely. Victoriously.
Wednesday, December 30, 2020
Boundary Line For Burdens
Tuesday, December 29, 2020
Lessons in Mascara!
I had this quick thought when I was getting ready to attend a funeral for one of my dear friends last week. To be honest, it’s a thought that has crossed my mind several times since the start of the pandemic. But it hit differently on this day for some reason.
As I was applying make-up and getting ready to head out for the four hour round trip back “home”, it dawned on me that my efforts seemed pointless. As I pulled out the three mascaras that have become a normal habit in my morning make-up routine, I briefly hesitated as I re-evaluated my effort.
“What’s the point?” I thought. “I have to wear a mask anyway. Most of my face won’t even be showing.”
But then, almost instantly, I countered that thought.
“They’ll see my eyes!” I whispered to myself.
“And so I shall make up for what they can’t see with the best looking eyes I can achieve!”
And that one thought led me to deep contemplation concerning comparison.
It’s funny what masks have been hiding all these months.
Smiles.
Frowns.
Fear.
Joy.
They’ve also been concealing:
restored teeth post braces.
cleared up skin post acne breakout.
that new lipstick you’ve been excited to show off.
And yet somehow in all of this, the parable of the three servants returns to my mind.
A master gives three servants different portions of silver to oversee in his absence.
The first servant received 5 bags of silver.
The second received 2 bags.
The third received 1.
The servant with 5 bags invested the money and earned 5 more.
The servant with 2 bags went to work and earned 2 more.
But the servant with 1 bag who knew his master to be harsh, buried his bag into the ground.
The first and second servants were praised, given more responsibility, and given a celebration.
But the third servant was reprimanded and ordered to give his prided bag that was buried to the one who now held 10 bags in his possession.
The thing is - I might not have a pretty smile to show off now.
But what do I have?
I have eyes that need more attention and can certainly make up for what the rest of my face lacks by a cloth covering.
Our focus so often tends to be on all we lack.
I don’t have money to do that.
I don’t have talent like her.
I’m not as good looking as that person.
But what do you have?
Use that.
No… not just use it… increase it! Enhance it. Make it better.
Some might be saying…
I might not have her talent in the area of cooking, but God HAS given me talent in the area of encouragement. So I will use that mightily and with greater intensity than ever before!
I might not have his intelligence in the areas of business, but God HAS given me a talent in the areas of technology. So I will use that mightily and with greater intensity than ever before!
I might not be able to speak well in front of a crowd, but God HAS given me the talent of mentoring another. So I will use that mightily and with greater intensity than ever before!
Whatever it is… whatever you lack… find the thing you ARE good at and then DO IT TO THE BEST OF YOUR ABILITY. Use it for His glory. Use it with the purpose of changing the world and you will.
No, we all don’t have to be good at all things… but we do have a responsibility of using what we DO have lest we waste what God has graciously bestowed.
I will apply the eye make-up a bit differently in days to come.
Because it matters.
I can still love others with my eyes.
I can still show compassion with my eyes.
I can still show the love of God with my eyes.
I will use what I’ve got without reservation. Because God gives more abundantly than I ever deserve anyway!
I love the way God speaks to my soul and works on my heart.
And it somehow makes me chuckle that this time He used mascara of all things!
Tuesday, December 15, 2020
THIS Is How I Fight My Battles - Awake!!!
Can I be real and honest for a moment?
This last week has been hard.
I would be lying if I said it wasn’t.
Every day has proved to be a challenge in some way, shape, or form.
Sadness has swept in.
Loneliness has nestled in and made it’s home here.
In the last 5 days my heart has felt all the feelings.
Feelings of loss and grief and anxiety and fear and isolation and regret, even.
And although I am somewhat familiar with these feelings, I am certainly not immune to their affect.
I heard the traditional Christmas song the other day and the words made a leap into my soul as though they were echoing my heart song… “A thrill of hope… the weary world rejoices.”
And it feels like that.
We are a weary world.
I am a weary soul.
We all feel it and we are all experiencing it.
And then like an arrow shot in to my heart I read the words in the Book of life.
“Wake up, Deborah, wake up! Wake up, wake up, and sing a song!” (Judges 5:12)
And two most interesting observations appear to me as I read:
1.) Deborah is singing this song to herself.
2.) There’s an interesting word… the word, “and” that lies almost highlighted to me within the text.
Deborah is speaking to her weary heart too, “Wake up… AND sing a song.”
She doesn’t wait until she “feels” like praising.
She exercises her will.
She bends her tendencies.
She surrenders her desires.
She strengthens herself in the Lord.
Feelings often fail us. And they don’t always promise growth.
Feelings cannot be appropriately trusted.
And feelings don’t have to… and shouldn’t… define us or influence us.
Deborah speaks to her soul and tells it to AWAKE!
She calls on her own soul to improve the awakening with praise!
And so must we.
So must I.
When anxiety and sadness come, it’s not by accident.
Truthfully, they come because we have opened the door and let them in.
I have, even unknowingly at times, invited them in.
And largely because of my entanglement with the world.
And so this right here is how I am choosing to fight the battles that rage within.
To the “feelings” of failure… I will awaken my soul to my purpose and press forward to win the prize. (Phil 3:14)
To the “feelings” of fear… I will awaken my mouth to sing a song of worship until my heart begins to soften to the presence of our Savior sweetly ushered in by praise. (Ps 96:1)
To the “feelings” of doubt… I will awaken my mind to remember the countless times I have been carried by a good Father who prevents my feet from hitting rock bottom. (Ps 91:12)
"The JOY of the LORD is my strength." (Neh 8:10)
And so this is how it looks to fight my battles.
To lean in to see what the Lord is saying.
To awaken my soul the way Deborah does.
To remind myself that mourning is necessary for a season, but the lingering in it weakens.
That doubt serves it’s purpose, but the recurrence of it destroys my strength.
And groping among the ashes of what I have unintentionally allowed to burn, makes me too earthly and less heavenly minded.
Awaken yourself. Don’t wait for someone else to do it for you.
And for heaven’s sake, do it quickly and do it before the feeling for it instructs.
Yes, our good, good Father meets us where we are… but He is not content to leave us there.
Wake up. AND sing!
Spurgeon said it best, “Jesus wept, but He also bled.”
Wednesday, December 9, 2020
Good News! You're In A Wilderness!
Tuesday, December 1, 2020
No Man Ever Spoke Like This!
John 7.
The Pharisees were worried.
Could this have possibly been the One they had been waiting for? The predicted One.
He had told them that He was.
“Yes, you know Me, and you know where I come from.” He told them. (7:28)
They knew about this One to come, but not the One from where He had come.
“The One who sent Me is true, and you don’t know Him.” (7:29)
And it’s true they didn’t know Him.
And now they feared that this One who called Himself the, “Messiah”, was gaining ground for His cause by the Authority from which He spoke.
“Many among the crowds at the Temple believed in Him.” (7:31)
So the concerned cynics attempted an arrest.
“When the Pharisees heard that the crowds were whispering, the leading priests sent Temple Guards to arrest Him.” (7:32)
And it’s important to note here that these “Temple Guards” referred to were not just some men sent at random… they were hand-picked officers. The best of the best. The strongest, the most skillful, and the ones clothed with authority and strictly commanded to bring Jesus in to be judged.
So you can imagine the surprise when the men returned without their subject.
“When the Temple Guards returned without having arrested Jesus, the leading priests and Pharisees demanded, ‘Why didn’t you bring Him in?’” (7:45)
And the words of the men may have even surprised themselves.
“‘We have never heard anyone speak like this!’ the guards responded.” (7:46)
Ahh, yes. Jesus. The master Teacher.
My commentary says this, “They were so impressed and awed with what He said that they dared not take Him. His speaking had so much evidence of truth, so much proof that He was from God, and was so impressive and persuasive, that they were convinced of His innocence, and they dared not take Him to execute their commission.”
And I thought, instantly, about a note I have on my bulletin board in front of my office desk. “Live in such a way, that if anyone speaks badly of you, nobody would believe it.”
It’s how Jesus spoke.
With authority.
With love.
With sincerity.
With innocence.
With wisdom.
With personal experience.
With faithfulness.
With grace and mercy.
With power.
With sympathy.
With conviction.
And as our Rabbi… our Teacher… we are to model His behavior. Reproduce His lifestyle. Demonstrate His demeanor.
Does the way we speak to others illustrate innocence?
Does the way we communicate Jesus to a fallen world reflect our reverence of the One we claim to follow?
Does our cross-carrying conduct attract others to His redemption and persuade them to receive salvation for themselves?
It matters.
Our words matter.
Our actions matter.
Both have a powerful impact on the credibility of a Savior who died for them too.









